Je veux.

this phone is officially the sexiest thing ive ever seen.  they say it’s no out yet, and that this is just a photoshopped picture, but this phone is amazing. it’s by coco chanel, apparently, it’s some sort of “fashion phone”. but, when it does come out, im gonna try to get it.  it’s just too amazing

 

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Every Second In This Moment.

Time spent with you, seems so valuable. Almost price-less. I always treasure the times I’m with you. I  want this moment, to last forever. I always want it to be this way, I want to change the future. But it’s so impossible. I want to capture this moment, into my heart. You never know when it’ll all just disappear. Into the fog and mist.  But we all know. Fully know, this can never last. It’s just all an illusion. A sick and twisted illusion. But I just wish, for a miracle to happen.  I’d do anything. Just to save this. Would you?

It’s Not Worth It.

It’s the same cycle. over and over again. you’d love someone but they love someone else. you love them when you fully know that they don’t love you back. why? why do you love them? is it because that maybe you feel like you still have a chance? or maybe it’s because that you don’t want to let go. you don’t want the same thing to happen over and over again. the pain. the misery deep down inside your heart. it hurts. the sweet bitter pain. you don’t want to let go. not again. but this pain is killing you. eating you alive. taking your soul and every last bit of air. it’s like thin ice. standing on the cold slippery surface with bare feet. it’s about to crack any moment. it slowly cracks bit by bit. and then finally, it breaks into a million pieces. the freezing water touches your skin. trying not to sink. sink into the deep blue cold water. but slowely, it takes your life away. your drowning, but there’s no one to save you. you scream for help but do they hear you? you cry tears but do they see it? do they see the pain in your eyes? do they know that your dying on the inside? do they even care? love is important but it’s not worth it. it’s not worth the pain.